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Scratch Sailor

by Joyfriend

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dewyeezy my dear friend tommy fucking came thru ! untitled describes a feeling ive had in my heart for almost 2 years now. thanks for this ! love ur writing ! mwah Favorite track: Untitled.
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1.
Plate 02:37
now that i've left it all there on your plate i hope you get hungry & eat me away just like you promised you would if i changed well i changed & what would have happened if i never stayed to fix all the fractured & fragmented frames just like i promised i would if they'd break i'm not feeling healthy not feeling great i wish i'd feel better i wish i'd feel safe just like you promised i would if i prayed well i prayed but nothing feels different it's all just the same took back a bottle went straight to the brain just like i promised i would yesterday
2.
i shot the cow & then i watched it die now i'm dancing in the moonlight i'm gonna use it for all it's worth like some kind of stupid sacrifice lay its bones beneath the dirt in the shape of a cross keep on killing the curse kiss the calf a kiss goodbye drink your milk & say goodnight goodnight i sank my boots into the mud i got bruises i got blood on my hands & in my heart just to prove that i've got the guts to do those things that you never did to do those things that you've never done you are just a little kid you don't know what it means to love to love
3.
Drunkjazz 03:09
there's sex in your stomach & there's brains on the ground those things that you say you're just saying out loud with your teeth while you bite off a piece of the surface you never believe in things on purpose your cold kettle steams to a smoke hear it singing your throat how it burns everything that i'm drinking & i put on a dress to believe i'm somewhere that i've never been because i am nowhere you dance in a fever to drug colored disco those lights in her eyes remind you of christmas jesus enjoys his jet fuel jello staining the sky with his teeth all yellow the yin yang daughters & drunk jazz fellows take & they take until all of its empty & eaten away by nature & nothing but i am alive because i am something
4.
Spirallight 04:26
i wanna be alive i wanna be her eyes i wanna be her girl i wanna synthesize i wanna spiral down now watch me sink inside i wanna be the world i wanna feel it once so i can feel it twice i wanna be alright but its just to hard to fight so when i'm born again so fragile & unstable i'll be torn to bits by the creatures who once raised him & i'm sworn to them by the balance of these changes & i've worn the dress but it saves me no less anger i wanna be divine i wanna let them stay i wish i knew they'd die i hope that they're alright i hope they never prayed i hope it's always night i wanna sacrifice i wanna trade my place to let them see this side i'd never let you die if i knew it'd make me cry so when you're born again a baby in the cradle when you're born again an angel beneath halo when you're born again there's one seat at the table when you're born again a baby in the cradle
5.
Johny Demver 06:47
the feelings full & alone watch it search for itself & dig up a hole of everything its never been you're faceless & fevered until you're the wind in the sky where it blows you're tongue what it shows is a kiss from a person that you still don't know where you got all that heart all your blood your favorite song in your head or the people you hated oh i'll stay right here it's getting real clear to what it all means & the words that i speak all seem relative without any choice they're just coming from me like the flow of the river or the sink of the sea i'm a body with bones & i don't got a home that i love anymore i'm just always alone i want you i want you back around like it was but for this time we'll stay so madly in love & i know that you wanna leave that's fine i see it i wanna bleed & i will until you keep it in your skin for me oh i'll stay right here just for you just for you so i will sit exactly where i am i wont move a muscle not even a hand i'll just be myself like a stranger to you & you'll find the person you've always wanted to who's just for you just for you
6.
Untitled 04:26
i thought i knew what it'd mean losing you breathing on my back throwing up these bottle caps staring at the ceiling my favorite feeling a heart attack i miss walking around with you i miss telling you the truth & my hands they burn like hell the perfect weather to lose myself i said forever i said for once that forever was just for us but i've forgotten i'm losing touch i can't remember it's just not enough now here comes november now here comes the rush i'm losing feeling i'm losing blood i hope you try to stop it i'd love to see you try you were always so good at making me feel pretty i don't think that it would hurt to hear it one more time come on say it wont you change my mind i'm sinking quickly throw me the line or even better you leave me to dry & you can drink the sunlight draining from my eyes it'll keep you warm it'll get you high that part of me that you left to die that part of me that you left to die
7.
well if trouble comes knockin' then i'll answer the door to see things through i thought i heard knockin' so i answered the door but i didn't see you i thought i saw Jesus so i answered the lord & i said fuck you
8.
scratch sailor scrape the sun for me release the body of its heat & in its glowing delay destroy the language from its teeth the whiskey cowboy of the beach your southern lovers dancing feet move in the meadows heat & tickle tummy's in your sleep scratch sailor sing it sweet for me your poisonous words are incomplete they're drunk & drained of sleep with naughty natures naked needs
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10.
today is the best it fuckin' rules i woke up from a text my brother sent it looks like he's got a cappachan & my sisters are shifted at their jobs i got drunk last night off some cheap wine that my friend tobiah bought for us for a party we threw here just last week i was singing songs to all my friends then i went to work in skinny jeans & my boss said you can not do that so i said okay i understand & i scrubbed the floors with my bare hands i still think about that day we went to the park in the middle of winter & we got chinese from tea garden i still have those cups we stole from their with the dragon scales & big sharp teeth i still love you more than anything i still love you more than anything

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Recorded between May - August of 2021 in Chicago, IL
thank you to everyone involved you know who you are
i <3 you all very much

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released October 29, 2021

Sad Hands Records

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